Valentine?

When people ask what do I do on valentine's day, I always have trouble in finding the answer. Haaa... any answer seems like a wrong one to me, because the truth is... I don't celebrate valentine. Not that I'm being cynical about the idea of sharing the love on that special day but I don't feel the necessity of that celebration. It's not that something worth to celebrate in my opinion simply because i don't feel IT, unlike christmas or easter or anniversary or birthday that always have special meaning to me, the occasions that I could really FEEL that I owned it, being part of it.

Let me put it this way, I can't feel a sudden love on valentine's day. I feel love everyday -sounds cliche I know, but that's the truth -and I don't feel more or less love on valentine's day, I just couldn't. No matter how many flowers that I got, how nice the valentine card is, I still couldn't feel the different to any other day.

In comparison to those occasions I mentioned earlier, I don't need anything to make them loved. I don't even need any christmas present and still I will sing the merriest song all day long.

So one day I decided not to celebrate valentine's day for one simple reason, because I can't feel it.